Long Over Due

I know i havent blogged since his birthday last year but here i go. I have gotten so many pictures and phone calls and videos of him, hes amazing!!! And some horrible news also. I found Zylers birthfather, and to tell you it makes me sick to my stomach. Almost like hes living a double life or something. All the lies he told. A part of me wants to send him a message but the other part wants to say you will never know how wonderful this little boy turned out to be. But Zyler is two now and talkin. I got a video with him saying my name and it was so cute. I have stable internet so i will be getiing back to my blogging. I was showing a friend of mine all the pictures from the beginning to now, and she even shedded a tear. But Love telling my story, OUR STORY as Jea would say. I love and miss them dearly.....portland im coming soon!!!