Lets see if i can get this... found out who my REAL friends are, and its a couple. Went on a tough journey of life and came out with an additon to my family. Had a nervous breakdown, found out that family doesnt care and welcomed what the Dr. ordered. Absentee fathers...(what else is new) and made some real important friendships. Started back a better friendship with a high school friend and ending this year with a birthday party. How will i start 09?? With another birthday...mine!!!! New Years resolution-Dont waist time on unimportant things/people, surround yourself with people who really care about your well being, cherish the friendships that are worth saving, accept that you cant save everyone and this might include family. Sometime you have to let go and grieve for something you never had.And sometimes you have to let people in who really care about you. Dont push them away, and thats something for the 09,ima try NOT to do. Honestly im scared of what the new year brings. I've been through hell and back, the past yr and a half. I just need to catch a break, a good one. Thats all im asking. I dont ask for much, shit i barely ask for anything. I need a chance to prove myself God, a chance to show you i can do this. Hopefully God will bless me with something better than this...TO THE FUTURE!!!
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footprints in the sand shea, i have NO doubt there are footprints in the sand....
3 quotes come to mind after reading your entry here:
1. "Be who you are & say what you feel because those who mind don't matter & those who matter don't mind."
2. "Never make someone a priority, when they only make you an option."
3. "Never apologize for showing feeling, when you do so you apologize for truth"
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