I know im late for this but i had so much on my mind that i couldnt even think about what special day it was. Zyler has turned 2 and it was momentus. I spoke to Jea and i heard him talk in the background. he is getting soo big that i cant believe that hes 2. Steven turned 6 today and i couldnt even be with him today. I had shed my tears and cried so much that it hurts. Im goin through so much right now and not enough support that it makes me wanna just give up all together. But i know that i cant because i have kid depending on me. But what happens when i cant depend on myself. Who can i turn to? Zyler is one happy little boy and he maybe getting a sister or brother real soon. i hope it goes well for them cause im so proud of them..and they are of me
