Thursday, December 4, 2008

He Turned 4 months Yesterday


My Zyler turned 4 months yesterday..I had a lot of emotion, a lot of sadness, never regret. i miss him so much it hurts. Its like a void in my heart. I'm always crying, how can you stop from feeling so bad? I see him growing right in front of my eyes, and I can honestly say im jealous..no, im envious because im missing out on his life. Its never goodbye but see you later. How do you tell your heart what your head knows?? I love Zyler!!!!

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